I like being alone.
I like being alone.
I like drinking coffee alone, and reading alone.
I like riding the bus alone, and walking home alone.
It gives me time to think, and set my mind free.I like eating alone, and listening to music alone.
But when I see a mother with her child, a girl with her lover, or a friend laughing with his or her best friend, I realize that even though I like being alone, I don’t fancy being lonely. The sky is beautiful, but the people are sad. I just need someone who won’t run away.
(Source: buddhacoffee)
I’m sitting at a subway
Just chillin, eating my cheap ass breakfast because I got home earlier than planned. Waiting to start work and I actually have some down time. Cool!
Random quick thought. Sometimes, I just need to stop thinking.
Its a gift sometimes, then other times, it just gets me stressed.
I’m starting to freak out again when things don’t go as planned.
I’m too rigid. And I’m missing fun in my life. Lol. Jeez.
Well, sucks cuz now that I actually wana go out, all these things that need to be paid for popped out of nowhere. First time in a long time I’m worrying about money. Guess I should have expected that. That’s what happens when I’m not financially free.
Anywho, my excuses make me look at myself and shake my head.
I wana change. But, I guess not enough yet cuz, I haven’t changed.
Sucks. When will I get out of my own way.
On a lighter note, Praise God for today. :)
Sometimes i don’t understand when people speak so much on something and they seem so passionate about whatever it was. Them hoping they can hit their dreams and goals.
There’s nothing wrong with sitting there and daydreaming about all that could be possible.
But there’s fantasy, and there’s actual dreams and goals.
If you’re sitting there dreaming and not taking action on that dream, it’s mere fantasy.
And i don’t get when you try to help them and offer them something to help them move forward, and they ignore it because they’re too damn comfortable in their state that they’re in now.
Too many people complain and don’t change things to change their current situation. But they obviously don’t hurt enough to do something about it if you sit there and keep complaining about the same thing.
You have to change things if you want changes in your life. You can’t get anywhere if you keep the same thinking you currently have.
When i witness this, first hand experience, i just wanna smack my head and be like, baaaarrrgh????
It’s like offering someone food when they’re starving, and they say no, it’s okay. I’ll look somewhere else.
o.O
Sometimes i just don’t get it. But i remember when i was too stubborn to change, even when i wanted change.
So i just pray for those who can’t see the truth.
Sometimes that’s all you can do.
